Leaving Town

Think that I'm burning out Soon as I get the money I'm leaving town Wish it was right now Mind over matter High like I'm window shopping earth from Saturn Wish that I understood some real ass laughter Think that I spotted the pattern I just theorize that I memorized all of your lies Integrated into my mind Damn what a waste of fucking time What really is just left to find Get the binder, write it down And never find it Don't really know how powerful my mind is On the low I don't remember events from years ago I just left it in the past Now get in the car And hit the gas Go too fast Crash into the wall Another day another week Another fall another summer Another call Thought I saw her face in another So I fucked her Another clubber I don't think I ever loved her Damn what a shame I wish I could serenade my pain away You won't ever understand I stand tall just as a man But I'm still running away up from my past Watch it burn as I am pouring out the gas Shit don't change As I age The more that I think I should get a permanent shrink Feel it now I feel like running Away from it all and all of the money But I can't cause my girl calls me her hubby And I love her so damn much I just can't help it I keep on fucking up Put all my shit onto the table I'll leave town as soon as I'm able I'll leave now you don't gotta pay for me Wonder if when I reach hell I can say I got some friends inside Scared this follows me wherever I damn reside I cannot hide For much more time