Summertime Saddness

Oh Summer time sadness Summer time past us Looking at it through these fucking rose tinted glasses Laughing off our asses Crazy how we see through Remember seeing you For the first time Didn't realize two years later we'd hit crunch time I don't know if I'll ever see you again Didn't just lose my love I lost my best friend You told me you were crazy and I did not believe it But now I see it but I love you still I just popped another pill Drinking straight vodka with a little bit of swill So much time to kill Saw a dude comment on your tik tok and then I saw your reply Confirming something I'd rather deny he'd come over And I'll be honest right now I'm rarely ever sober And I haven't found closure in the bars and women I've been chasing We both know I ain't been gifted with patience I need my heart fixed like right now And we ain't together by my choice right now I don't wanna cause another fight like right now I hope you know I'll love you forever like right now I hope you find peace like right now I'm sorry that I never married you like right now