Suppose To Be Special

Girl I cant... Cant believe that all this shit is happening I dont know how much of this that i can take Its so much on my mind that i gotta say What i gotta say is It was meant to be special (meant to be) It was suppose to be special (suppose to be) You feel like i neglect you (apart of me) I feel like i protect you (girl dont you leave) Cause apart of me is messed up I'll be wrong if i let you Put up wit my shit When you deserve to be special Girl Ease I Cant say that i want you to leave Truth be told you're everything i need But we cannot pretend that we dont see Its causing a wedge between you and me Cause this lifestyle its gets overwhelming You want all of my time and then i start stressin And then i get mad cause you asking me questions Then you get in ya bag cause im talking aggressive Then you start wylin just to get my attention but right now i think im learning a lesson I had to learn how to balance the pressure I had to learn how to love yall together I was too busy tryna keep it seperate Chasin the fast life and the glammer I was tryna be in love in private But i out in the public i was acting reckless Truth be told i Never thought that it would get to this level Cause im always blockin people out whenever it reach that level I never thought that i would see the day i would neglect you But i had to check myself because you really something special Now i see Put the blame on me Girl just dont you leave I agree But listen to me sing It was meant to be special (meant to be) It was suppose to be special (suppose to be) You feel like i neglect you (apart of me) I feel like i protect you (girl dont you leave) Cause apart of me is messed up I'll be wrong if i let you Put up wit my shit When it was suppose to be special It was meant to be special (meant to be) It was suppose to be special (suppose to be) You feel like i neglect you (apart of me) I feel like i protect you (girl dont you leave) Cause apart of me is messed up I'll be wrong if i let you Put up wit my shit When it was suppose to be special