mylifetrynnakillme

I don't know what I'm going through But inhaling gas is the only thing I know how to do Should've stayed my black ass in school Time to live Sitting here, stressed out my fucking my mind No clock on the wall but I'm staring at the time Smoke surround me like the sound and the bass Do I want to go downtown where I can find another case Misplaced in the motherfuckin world Where niggas live for another blunt and attention from another girl Life a Gamble like Mr. Predicter said I see me being in this casino aint gon be the reason for my debt Obsessed with violence because that's all we see So the question is should I stay home or play in the streets I hang with these group of niggas and word is they got beef because I'm on they side, niggas wanna put bullets in my teeth But that's ain't how Im going out Before that happen, I'm showing out Your brother could be this blunt that I'm smoking now Paranoid, scared to enjoy life as I wish to know But I feel the spirit of death when certain niggas get too close A bitch will have some fire pussy, I mean that literally Your mans look like a rat and I don't mean that figuratively Live a life on riverside, at first, you think land of tweakers But everybody plus gramps got heaters Fight niggas wherever, no one can do it better Until we send 9 shots and the DOCs have problems with the holes in your sweater 8 will be the countdown for even trynna try me Because 7 is the message that it's not easy to blow my mind G 6 shot, watch when you see I didn't let the case go Around 5 o clocc pm, I just let the bass go 4 Jay, Quadruple so that means I ain't new to the Street shit, don't believe it like the man before me But that's a different story, you and your mans look like nerds Im old school number one with the weird raps, you heard And I keep that on the 100. I watch y'all niggas with miles like why the f*ck you running Waking, asking, why I feel pain Don't remember last night, don't remember my last name Giving prescriptions Cause i feel the world not the same Was high throughout school Didnt take time to learn change My family notice that i be doing shit without reason Every pic i take, my eyes resemble a demon Withdrawal are crazy, at night, I'm randomly screaming Bone showing, barely eating used to nightmares, scared of dreaming Scared of living or is it i don't care for living Fuccin jiggas, always got me forgetting Don't care if it fizz because at least i feel nothing Maybe I'm wrong, I hope I'm strong when i see death coming Maybe reconnect with granny For once run to my dad Staring at the ceiling watching my only fan Mix with liquor F*ck a liver Mom ain't raised no quitter Even when I can't get the fork to my mouth during dinner Slow motion, moving faster than I thought Wake up with a 10 year plea sentence wondering how I got caught you would've thought this was mixed with that Sherm I'm like Ryder, brain fried from that shit mixed with this perm