Cry Me a River

My thug's life, nigga, this shit is deeper than the pain Asking the Lord for forgiveness when I'm sinning in vain My thug's religion, books, and scriptures hold all of my gangster dreams Everything I thought in life wasn't always what it seems World on my shoulders, scriptures of my life was cold in the streets Broke as f*ck, stripping niggas, slinging dope in the streets Murder shooting, thugging drama, all this shit I lived first Cold world, these heaters on me, on this cold ass surface The pain of suffering in this cold, dirty motherfucking world So I suffer to get my family diamonds and pearls I'm still thugging, Lord still in awe, the journey continues In my life, I'm still thugging, all this pain continues Thug voices all in my head as I'm slipping on my clubs Swear hurt when you gotta kill niggas you love All the scriptures on my body, all this pain from life All this pain running in my veins, only come with this life It's world cold, nigga, you see all this pain in my eyes All this pain running in my veins, Lord, it rain when I cry A thug's tears, I been shedding in these streets for years Cry you a river if you felt this fucking pain that I feel It's world cold, nigga, you see all this pain in my eyes All this pain running in my veins, Lord, it rain when I cry A thug's tears, I been shedding in these streets for years Cry you a river if you felt this fucking pain that I feel Thug scriptures, you can't always trust the niggas you love Think they always had your back, and it's life of a thug But life changed, Lord, I guess they changed with it Think we ever thug again, let me tell you, just forget it I been lost in the rain, killed the nigga I was sinning Walking heavy with the reaper, Lord knows I was with it Feel my pain, feel my struggles, living life up in the dark Every portrait that I paint in life is all from the heart I got nothing left to lose, I done lost it all, nigga All my life I prayed to God, I just wanna ball, nigga Tested by angels, now my wings growing large in the streets Sins I committed, Lord, I'm sorry, still I'm trying to find peace Broken promises all my life, reality got awoken Street nigga with two sides, like a motherfucking token Niggas cross me still to this day, nigga, we haven't spoken Ain't no love, ain't no trust, no forgiveness, I was soaking In the motherfucking rain, cold and wet where you left me After all these fucking years in the streets No one could bless me but God So I steady search for light in the darkness Never scared, shit, I spent my whole life in the darkness Dubs religion, my religion, street life for reminiscing Clap my hands and get you flipped like a motherfucking pigeon Touched by angels in the streets, trying to keep the reaper off me Touching niggas in the streets, got these niggas wanna off me How I feel, nigga, f*ck them, send them shots from all angles I ain't see angels around my neck, Lord, I just let them dangle In the streets, I was corrupted, ghetto turned the nigga cold Chasing gold, killing niggas, cause they want my soul Puddled with tears, mama crying, cause I'm living in vain Pray with my hammers, Lord, I tell her that it's deeper than pain Killing niggas, wearing vests and sending shots in the rain Wash away pain after I kill, throw my glocks in the drain It's world cold, nigga, you see all this pain in my eyes All this pain running in my veins, Lord, it rain when I cry A thug's tears, I've been shedding in these streets for years Cry you a river if you felt this fucking pain that I feel It's world cold, nigga, you see all this pain in my eyes All this pain running in my veins, Lord, it rain when I cry A thug's tears, I've been shedding in these streets for years Cry you a river if you ever felt this pain that I feel