Writing History on My Heart

I ask the Lord to forgive me for the wrongs that I've done Heavy sins in my life, blessings I ain't had none Mama struggled to provide, I was struggling to survive On the cone a thousand nights, what they needed I prescribed It all started stealing cars, robbing houses and shit Stuffing money in my stash, nigga tryna get rich I lost some niggas on this journey, all in all it's whatever Before I die, cold world, I'd like to say it's been a pleasure I've been a liar and a thief, grind me dirty motherfucker I was a cheater and a sinner, smart and dumb motherfucker I believed and I didn't, should've believed when I didn't Real game went through my ears, sad to say I ain't listen I done betrayed niggas, showed them dishonor But I was loyal, had to really learn A nigga couldn't mix water with oil I done stood over niggas, had to show them the harm Take the pen, this my life, write history on my heart Scriptures of life, I had to spit it, just in case you relive it The story of a real nigga, you can picture Clem vivid All my ups, all my downs, all my struggles from the start Lord knows my life's journey, written all over my heart Scriptures of life, I had to spit it, just in case you relive it The story of a real nigga, you can picture Clem vivid All my ups, all my downs, all my struggles from the start Lord knows my life's journey, written all over my heart I done lost some real shit, that I love in this cold life Family fortune, freedom, people, cause a nigga rolled the dice Cost eight years of my life, nigga livin' his life Tryna survive, even if a nigga gotta take a life No regrets, that'll drive a nigga crazy I'm a thug, knew what it was, before I ever jumped in the mud I let my mama down, so many fuckin' times I was wrong Owe you the world, and I'ma let you know in all my songs Eight years and one month, three days I was alone Got my slashes off my neck, now my chain full of stones Damn, I need you in the streets, I done done some cold shit If Carl come catchin' up, I'ma bust some cold shit I remember all the days that I was dyin', tryna live Stuck in a fucked up life, so everything I had to give I gave it all, Lord knows I'm just statin' my facts Sometimes I question God, how I make it through all of that Scriptures of life, I had to spit it, just in case you relive it The story of a real nigga, you can picture Clem vivid All my ups, all my downs, all my struggles from the start Lord knows my life's journey, written all over my heart Scriptures of life, I had to spit it, just in case you relive it The story of a real nigga, you can picture Clem vivid All my ups, all my downs, all my struggles from the start Lord knows my life's journey, written all over my heart Thanks for watching