Lost

I lost so many to the cage and the grave They say you gotta work for it nigga I been a slave You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Since my niggaz left me its like this shit aint been the same Naw, this shit aint been the same You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Cause I done lost so many to the cage and the grave It gotta be a better way, I lost so many to the cage and the grave They say you gotta work for it nigga I been a slave You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Since my niggaz left me its like this shit aint been the same Naw, this shit aint been the same You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Cause I done lost so many to the cage and the grave Just saying gotta be a better way And I'm a find it Feel like its right in my face but I know I'm blinded I thought I was ahead of the race, niggaz behind me Claim to have my back but competing to get beside me Confused on these vibes. Been numb since Unc died They aint catching what I'm pitching I'm switching out umpires This criminal mind that I possess when I aint focused Got me feeling misguided I try to hide it so I'm doping If you start floating it'll be impressive I been stressing I'm lost and my blueprints starting to look sketchy, Pray for me I could use a blessing. Every lost a lesson Please somebody help me aint been right since they left me Bruh, I just found an old phone Turned it on and read messages from some niggaz thats gone I drifted in a zone thinking what we doing wrong Got goosebumps and made this song, Yeah It gotta be a better way, I lost so many to the cage and the grave They say you gotta work for it nigga I been a slave You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Since my niggaz left me its like this shit aint been the same Naw, this shit aint been the same You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Cause I done lost so many to the cage and the grave Just saying, It gotta be a better way I'm still searching I aint tryna catch a wave but you gone know I was surfing I was working hard when niggaz was hardly working I was home alone trapping, the f*ck is McCully Calkin Tryna find balance with knowledge, skill, and talent I aim for the top coming from the bottom a challenge The devil on my shoulders, I can feel him tapping me I turn around, see nothing but my folks dying rapidly Life smacking me. I'm lost when they find me I gone have the people that stuck with me behind me Been moving in silence, never had real guidance Gun shots and sirens. Wake and bake to the violence I got a big smile, but lately I aint been smiling Try jumping out a plane and land safely with the pilot Or lift you car up with your hands while you driving Impossible is impressive I'm just focused on surviving, yeah It gotta be a better way, I lost so many to the cage and the grave They say you gotta work for it nigga I been a slave You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Since my niggaz left me its like this shit aint been the same Naw, this shit aint been the same You wanna impress me jump in the air nigga and stay Cause I done lost so many to the cage and the grave Just saying, It gotta be a better way I lost so many to the cage and the grave Gotta work for it nigga I been a slave Impress me jump in the air nigga and stay