The Long Pause

A morning coffee with Ms. Routine Making my day much more dependent I see you're a little introverted but in a bad way I see you're a little distant these days Silence controls what I can't confront And I can't control what silence confronts Silence controls what I can't afford I cannot comprehend this whole institution Of getting fucked in the ass for cash Mondays suck and so does your job I know you'd wish To be outside and feel alive just for a bit Let the sun caress your cracked and weathered skin Time to let go Take away my joy to find the time to realise this is pointless Do you really think your daily plan represents your mental compass? Am I going crazy? Are they all too lazy Τo just understand that this is a joke? Am I going crazy? Packing it up and going to the sea Am I still so crazy? I think that I am going crazy I give up Am I growing lazy? I'm stepping out of the game A renegade. The rhythm freak without a peak Get me out of this equation I do not belong with all the rest Find the problem just to feel smart Αnd now drown inside your malcontent And I succumbed to it at last I saw myself in that hourglass At least I did my best to be honest and true You see when you get distracted Υou never really have the time to think of it Ms. Routine I beg you can you keep everything the way it is? Changing perspectives, climbing the ladder Everything you'll know, a gun to your brain A morning coffee with your self esteem (Get fucking down!) The lost and found seem so dependent, so dependent The unpredicted that soothes my whole being (Now get up!) Zero patience for their power game I know you're in there somewhere You've let your body become the prison of your mind Was it worth it again? Now that you buried the answers you hoped to find Ashes. Gold. A memory gone I can't believe you refused to go on Was it all a story untold? Cause I don't like telling your story anymore I know you're in there somewhere I know you're in there, I know you're in there Tell me honestly friend Can you wake the f*ck up? Just wake up, just wake up!