Congratulations! You Ruined Christmas

Easy as it is for me to think about the way I thought of you back then I wish I felt the same today Kinder smiles, gentle tones, warm hugs at the door And I felt loved Where the f*ck did it all go Now I don't know if it was ever real at all And you're here sitting in my living room Screaming at the TV and all I feel is sad And you're old and pretty soon you'll be gone And no one will remember you And that's too fucking bad I want so bad to believe in all those things that I see When I get lost inside a sea of memories But you're here now and nothing's quite the same And I can feel how this place has slowly changed I don't want to think what you've become I wish I could spend one more day with you Back when we were young