500 To Exhale (feat. Koi Sway)

I been learning how to exhale Just being honest and if that fails Closets feeling like my next tale, Heavy like the weight up on my head still Paying for mistakes and nigga that's real Learning how to Every charm is in the third chance That's what I'm banking on it can't be long cause karma ain't my first dance I been juggling with hurt hands Giving niggas smiles faker than the fines I been rehearsing Nah nigga I ain't hurting Knowing damn the coping shit ain't working Granny said I need a little churchin' Didn't think it was urgent til grieving and devil lurking I been doing this healing shit in reverse Mixing the indecision with pussy to quench the thirst Ignoring tick, cause I'm blinded by rapper perks and I'm still considered local, debating On Which is worse Call it growth but at least we've covered the dirt, huh Better days but they only coming in spurts, huh What a flirt, yet another demon to nurse think the leaning's what I prefer to feel number, Whatever works I been learning how to exhale Just being honest and if that fails Closets feeling like my next tale, Heavy like the weight up on my head still Paying for mistakes and nigga that's real How to exhale Just being honest and if that fails Closets feeling like my next tale, Heavy like the weight up on my head still Paying for mistakes and nigga that's real I was in Ville when granny died Thought a day was a given, I still feel guilty inside I still struggle with pride Still grasp at the moments when I had Liz on the side Replacing ain't easy to my surprise Be mia when you need me now look at who can't decide Is it eye for an eye Waiting on my upbringing and actions to coincide When do the work materialize Ain't trying to be up and coming need something by 25 More than the carry on that I hide Gotta pull it together for Rhonda family and tribe Ain't been this open, been drinking, smoking, eloping to days Away from such a fucking unforgivable pace Away from the misjudgments and this bed that I made Don't I, Don't Don't I want to be great Won't everything be easy if I accepted my fate Close to self destructing feeling nothing at rate Always, waiting til it's too late