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I am at war with the world and myself Hurting way more than just pearls and my health I ain't confessed but the cards that's been dealt Is due to digress no I don't need no help I'm strong as the next, when really I'm stressed Really the shit on chest got my questioned whether I'm blessed, in this personal hell Yes I been smoking, and masking the smell It's what I call coping, shit I'll never tell How the f*ck am I growing when life's off the rails And a nigga been soaking in absence, you fell I should've lifted you up, hm Goals in the way just my luck I never dwell on too much, f*ck Since April 4th I been stuck, hm I been off searching for air I can't breathe Pretending I can, cause another release Is right around corner, with more to achieve I can't even grieve, but like to believe that memories ventually fade like the leaves In hopes that a nigga has really found peace Or at least more than 4 hours sleep I'm talking, I ain't heard God in some weeks Feeling bit weak, but still never speak Unless it's a please with my heart on a sleeve Where is the grace, still see the face I fear consequences of giving space Everyone need when it's too late I been fighting for my sanity's sake F*ck it I'm straight Nah f*ck it I'm straight Pretty sure it go away with an 8th I ain't had time to cope I need some diamonds froze I need designer hoe I need whatever that niggas abusing and using for highs and lows Pressure my eyes is closed I don't advise this, no Feeling surrounded blow Blow it off Ignore the cough More numb by day, then problem solved Deposit calls Ain't bout no jaw Ain't picking up no checks involved No flexing but these beats in chalk Proceed to walk And leaving talk To all of y'all, the kid is back and reaping all Shit If niggas knew better then they would do better it is what it is If I had a dollar for every time fuckers was up in the biz Just know I won't let up til my niggas set up with views in the Ritz On my shit If niggas knew better then they would do better it is what it is If I had a dollar for every time fuckers was up in the biz Just know I won't let up til my niggas set up with views in the Ritz On my