Could've Been

Said two cups baby, got me pouring up You make me sick, you got me throwing up I held you down You turned around like I ain't showing love And then you left because you said that I ain't show enough I come around and now you act like I ain't showing up Tried to tell you all the time Make you understand Imma stay up open this grind Stack a hunnit bands I ain't enough behind my back you with another man I wanna take off in the sky Hope I never land I really hope nobody feels the way I'm feeling deep inside The type that really hurts the one that makes you wanna cry When you feel you ain't enough and it keeps you up at night It's like it's never gonna end cause it happens all the time It's like it happens every time And I ain't get it back I got friends who left before And they ain't make it back Remember times when you would joke And you would make me laugh Wishing I could press rewind so I could bring you back Seen you once before, with everybody I know Remember all the nights when we was down with the cold Reminiscing on the times when we was sleeping on the flo You told me hold you down But you already know Said two cups baby, got me pouring up You make me sick, you got me throwing up I held you down You turned around like I ain't showing love And then you left because you said that I ain't show enough I come around and now you act like I ain't showing up I miss the times when I felt real But everyday I'm feeling cold Miss the days when I could chill But now I'm always on the road Used to smoke just to get up high Hiding from the lows I got people checkin' on me But I'm still feeling' alone, yeah I'm thinking bout you, on my mind You on my mental Know I caught you cheating But you said its accidental You think I'm gon' believe it Let you pass I ain't gon' settle Cause now you got me hot It's like I'm boiling in a kettle Cause I went through on ya phone Seen you text him Like come over I'm alone Just between us ain't nobody gotta know Feeling stupid cause I really should've known Really you a hoe, yeah yeah Now you all up in my messages You sayin' that you love me now Saying that you feeling lonely Wanna fuh me now Say you miss me Say you want me Say you need me now I just wanna let you know You should've held me down Whoah Cause I know that you a hoe Said two cups baby, got me pouring up You make me sick, you got me throwing up I held you down You turned around like I ain't showing love And then you left because you said that I ain't show enough I come around and now you act like I ain't showing up