thunderstorm thinking of you

Rainy spring nights We'd talk about life Feeling happy and bright I've loved you for three seasons now Yet everything's still all the same Your big and bold eyes The way that you stutter When you're telling lies You are the reason I cry Cause I know you'll never be mine But you are the river, oh I am the flow And every time we talk I want you to know that You are the one that makes life feel okay But here I am sulking cause god I'm so scared Of losing the good times, of finding that you never cared, so here I'll stay, pretending it's Good I hang with your friends They're funny and great Yet I can't help but think That in some invisible world You're sleeping in my arms all curled I overanalyze All of your texts like they're puzzles and clues To what you think about me Do you even think about me But you are the river, oh I am the flow And every time we talk I want you to know that You are the one that makes life feel okay But here I am sulking cause god I'm so scared Of losing the good times, of finding that you never cared, so here I'll stay, pretending it's Good Pretending it's good Pretending we're good Pretending I'm good But god I'm not good Pretending it's good Pretending we're good Pretending I'm good But god I'm not good Cause here I am sulking oh god I'm so scared Of losing the good times, of finding that You never cared, so here I'll stay pretending I'm good