Anhedonia

God has abandoned me The butterflies in my stomach have died They've all turned to dust And left me empty inside I can't digress all the stress From what I believe Is it something that I love Or does it just give me peace I can't breathe A sigh of relief Is this the end of me This is the end of me I Can't Breathe Liquify the moments And then freeze them in time And stop the unraveling Of my mind Let the wax drip On this canvas of mine And paint a picture Of my Life They say that time cures Every situation But now a days times Just another symptom They say the end of the tunnel Has a silver lining But the further I go The light is fading I can't breathe A sigh of relief This won't be The end of me Liquify the moments And then freeze them in time And stop the unraveling Of my mind Let the wax drip On this canvas of mine And paint a picture Of my Life God gives a tax That faith can't pay God gives a tax That faith can't pay He left me in the dark So the devil lit the way God gives a tax That faith can't pay He left me in the dark So the devil Lit the Way Liquify the moments And then freeze them in time And stop the unraveling Of my mind In light of my demise The colors blur before my eyes Until the greys Become new Whites Become new Whites