Jamais Vu

It's like I need a wake up call For what I do not know The more I try to dig my way out The further and further down I go This is where I lay my head This is where I hang my coat But it's hard to call anything About this place my home My mind begins to surface And I start to become vulnerable I must explain my anguish Or it will swallow me whole No Ones Coming This Mandela is taking over This dark depression Keeps building pressure I lie awake at night In hopes to see a ghost His eyes see right through me Like mirror glass that cut and pierce my soul God has a funny way of showing his love for me Letting the devil have his reign over everything He's in my head He wears my clothes He sleeps in my bed He wears the face that I used to call my own This Mandela is taking over This dark depression Keeps building pressure I lie awake at night Because I think I'm not alone Mary Mary quite contrary How does your garden grow With silver bells and cockleshells And pretty maids all in a row Sick and tired of wondering If anyone is listening He's on the other side there's no escaping I tried to pray to god but Gods not coming Sick and tired of wondering If anyone is listening He's on the other side there's no escaping I tried to pray to god but Gods not coming