I Am Not Alright

Do you think you're special? Do you think this was all by your design? Would you like a gold medal? Do you know how you used to look through my eyes? Are you even there? Do you even care? You've changed so much Would I get in the way if I were around? Do you even know how far you've let me down? This is not ok And I'm not alright I am not alright I am not alright This is not ok And I'm not alright I am not alright I am not Are you listening to this song? Are you telling yourself that I'm wrong? Am I too far away to call you friend? This isn't the way these sort of things end This is not ok And I'm not alright I am not alright I am not alright This is not ok And I'm not alright I am not alright I am not This is not ok And I'm not alright I am not alright I am not alright This is not ok And I'm not alright I am not alright I am not