How'd it get burned

Ill rip it up, down to the wire I put it up, so I can smile anyway Quit acting tough, because we're miles from the sea It's my disguise, as I come alive Climb through my insides, cause I just need to focus Dig deep, practice, release I just need to focus Dig deep, practice, release I'm dead inside, if that's a thing Quit trusting me, cause I don't think straight anymore There's no excuse, for making f*ck-ups permanent It's my disguise, as I come alive Crawl through my insides, cause I just need to focus Dig deep, practice, release Let's close the book of every time So learn the lessons of our lives Give up