poisoned water

Why won't you believe me? That shit was a drunk text And I know you'll regret it So it's f*ck this You can go and forget it And I'm upset Cause I motherfucking swear to god That you're tryna set me up Cause it taught me I'll be treated like shit And it taught me There are no exceptions And I fought it I did everything So be honest, that's not what you mean It's so hard to believe Swear that's not what you mean I swear you're lying to me Now I'm so scared of love Say you want me, well let it die out It's more than bad luck Cause it's happened every time now I'm scared to open up Scared to let my colors show Maybe I'll act tough Can't hue shift when I'm monochrome Tell me when did your spirit break? Tell me what made you live this way? Tell me things that you never say (take my hand) I'm dying of thirst, but the water is poisoned And I can't take your word, no matter how well you voice it All of your concern, all it is is exploitive After what I've learned, I learned, yeah It taught me I'll be treated like shit It's exhausting There are no exceptions I didn't just try it I did everything You're lying Are you fucking kidding me? And you can barely croak it out Because your voice is broken down But you would rather withstand Then ever take someone's hand I'll never open up Never let my colors show I'm best off acting tough Can't hue shift when I'm monochrome