Downloading A New Operating System

I want to scream I want to tear a hole in my lung There’s a part of me inside that wants to run Scream until I’m done No, you want take my gun I’m just for some fun Got a knife to my neck Got a gun to my head What am I? Why keep playing this? It’s the last street fight with my mind I want to scream and tear the fabric of space and time A new asshole, oh my weary life Give myself the gift No, you won’t take my gun I’m living for the thrill But that’s not nearly enough No, that’s not nearly enough Or something I want And I don’t have one anyway I5t’s just a prop from a movie From my directorial debut Got a knife to my neck Got a gun to my head What am I? Why keep playing this? It’s the last street fight with my mind You’re not my enemy And you’re not me You’re not my enemy And you’re not me