b47ance

Yeah I think the balance really getting to me Weighing up my scale, ain't no karma when it's time But I'm waiting to prevail I been stuck up on this ride called Life And I need to rebuild I love you so much But sometimes I wanna say it to myself Funny how I'm putting faith in someone else When I look into the mirror and I wish him well When I run away from problems, I just lie to people 'round me Because sinning helps The f*ck is healing when I can just be sick in wealth The fairy tale This is the part of the story where he's down on his luck and you send him help Ain't nobody tryna listen, guess I'm talking to myself Patience is a virtue, and I'm itching to go raise some Hell Barely peep a word, how the f*ck am I gon' Kiss and Tell? Either way, I'm writing gold when I'm feeling better Or when I'm feeling worse But just know that I can't let up on this fucking curse Play my music when I'm riding in my fucking hearse Gotta write these words, but I'm tired and it fucking hurts Can't enjoy the moment, in my mind when I'm fucking her I know I ain't perfect, but my purpose is to fucking serve Am I obsessed or am I hating my past? "The f*ck is God?", I put my faith in these raps Gotta let me catch up, cause I've been quite a drag One day, ima drop the top and get in my bag Feeling like a f*ck up and I'm wasting my breath Only got two eyes, I can't watch every step Need what I deserve, and I ain't taking nothing less Smoke away my problems, and my anxiety's a mess Opening up to y'all, I say this shit with my chest Too much weight on my plate, but ima try my best Not too much up in the bank, but we gon' make it stretch And on my momma imma write until I'm ready to face my death