myself

Aye I keep losing myself But I can't lose these shackled chains I keep amusing myself With this abuse that I've dealt Nothing to lose but myself I've felt the weight of it all Ain't no escaping this realm Don't ask for much, just some help Sorry momma, I just suck at introducing myself Stomach feeling kind of queasy, like I threw up my health I tried to make you feel like You're the reason I cry Tears assimilate the sight of my Dreams that make their way, late at night The, dreams that make me feel alright Tough, cards played my hand without consent of my trust Had to wake up every morning with this pain and eye rubs Kept pulling on the hairs of this life that I fucked up Had to blame this rough love Tough upbringing Like the picket fence I scuffed up Puffy eyes I covered up Had to thug it out with this ginger ale and this VapoRub Sacred trust, something that I felt very vacant of I'm losing myself But I can't lose these shackled chains I keep amusing myself With this abuse that I've dealt Nothing to lose but myself I've felt the weight of it all Ain't no escaping this realm Don't ask for much, just some help And I keep losing myself But I can't lose these shackled chains I keep amusing myself With this abuse that I've dealt Nothing to lose but myself I've felt the weight of it all Ain't no escaping this realm Don't ask for much, just some help, yeah