Blindside

Lookin' out the window, hopin' it don't rain today My irrational decisions make disasters awake Gettin' hurt by someone you love, you think they all turn fake I be listenin' to the signs, shit be comin from the blindside of me I been on this dark road, wonderin' how long it take I been hustlin' but I can't seem to catch a break Tryna get rich and have some kids, build a house by the lake All this drama got me thinkin' my anxiety in a race I been givin' out my heart but I'm gon Use the rest for me Might go right out to the water, kick the sand on the beach At least that's what I think when I'm on pills and I drink Just keep comin, lil' shawty, I got something I need released How could fam fold I give out my all but I'm only worth fractions My girl went through that phone, damn near lost my backbone Don't think it'll ever changed, I ask God for answers If I stay on my 10, can you send your blessing In the midnight wind, demon cat go 170 Forgive the way I live, need to learn to be a better me Help me deal with this pain without takin this medicine I'm reachin' out my hand, could you meet me halfwayyy I try to keep it to myself But sometimes it get drainin, feelin' impeding my health The way that people judge you, I keep my feeling on the shelf Oooo Gotta keep real love close Even when it hurt, you can't fold Now you're ready anytime the rain pours Emotionally drained but it ain't over In this cold, cold world, you cannot slow up I've been findin' new hobbies, tryna stay sober Prayin' for sunny days as the storm pass over Lookin' out the window, hopin' it don't rain today My irrational decisions make disasters awake Gettin' hurt by someone you love, you think they all turn fake I be listenin' to the signs, shit be coming from the blindside of me I been on the dark road, wonderin' how long it take I been hustlin' but I can't seem to catch a break Tryna get rich and have some kids, build a house by the lake All this drama got me thinkin' my anxiety in a race Lookin' out the window, hopin' it don't rain today My irrational decisions make disasters awake Gettin' hurt by someone you love, you think they all turn fake Shit be comin' from the blindside of me