Lost Cause

I hate me more than she ever could She loved me more than she really should She couldn't see that I'm no good Lost cause Lost cause I hate me more than she ever could She loved me more than she really should Now she must think I'm a lost cause Lost cause Lost cause What did she see that I can't What did she see that I won't I come alive in the dark She said there's light in my heart Long ago I had a spark Faded as we grew apart She played an integral part In the night she was my star Nowadays I am the moon Holes where she made feel whole Weak where she made me feel swole Gotta get back in my ways Round and round I seem to go Set in my ways and it's starts to show Matter of fact it's starting to slow me down Swimming in feelings I might Just drown Wow I hate me more than she ever could She loved me more than she really should She couldn't see that I'm no good Lost cause Lost cause I hate me more than she ever could She loved me more than she really should Now she must think I'm a lost cause Lost cause Lost cause Fore she could ever think of me as less I put an end to all this mess I gotta stay in control Putting up walls don't get close Only allowed her to see me as vulnerable How do I function now How do I move around Without my other half Not how thought this would go When I chose this path But f*ck it though She better off with me as a thing of the past Now that I'm no longer around Her light will finally show Her soul will finally glow Now she finally knows I hate me more than she ever could She loved me more than she really should She couldn't see that I'm no good Lost cause Lost cause I hate me more than she ever could She loved me more than she really should Now she must think I'm a lost cause Lost cause Lost cause