SUICIDAL (feat. King Cullen M.)

I guess I'm suicidal Thoughts I'm having recycled But I don't know what else am I to do All this pain that I'm feeling Got me caught in emotions And I'm still wishing I was on the news I guess I'm suicidal Temptation my rival And I just want to overcome the truth I got weight on my shoulders Nobody to talk to Because nobody don't understand the cues I've been thinking suicide Suicide I see the bigger so I decide to either choose my fate and stay alive Or overcome the truth and keep stabilized Ian go lie, Man these past four years I been feeling unappreciated And I'm doing things just to make this pain alleviated In the meanwhile I get faded O.D. on pills and get wasted Sparking these blunts Just faced 'em I'm trynna make it I'm feeling this pain deep inside But my demons just stand in the way I'm feeling lost Don't know what to do My family don't have a clue that I committed this shit about four times Keep overdosing but I won't die I'm feeling like less of a man I just keep on doubting myself and it fucked with my confidence I guess I'm going to hell for committing this sin And that is the consequence I guess that I'm missing the point I'm fighting myself like I am two sides of a coin Just wanna keep me alive But to be frank, I'm tired of crying inside I guess I'm suicidal Thoughts I'm having recycled But I don't know what else am I to do All this pain that I'm feeling Got me caught in emotions And I'm still wishing I was on the news I guess I'm suicidal Temptation my rival And I just want to overcome the truth I got weight on my shoulders Nobody to talk to Because nobody don't understand the cues Everyday I been feeling alone And I feel that I don't belong It's okay 'Cause I'm like a martyr I'm about to blow But I won't wait too long It's okay, 'cause