AIR

Grasping for air Hoping the happiness near Hoping I make it back to the surface It's happier there Stuck in emotions and bad thoughts And living in fear Bottom of this dark ocean The water not clear Tryna swim up I can't breathe Please don't leave me there Telling my boys we gon make it But I'll b honest I think they will and I won't I hope it ain't chronic That feeling of not going to make it It's written for them It wasn't written for me I was just venting you see I started music because nobody listened to me So then I hit the stu and then Nobody listened to me At least Shaun can sing Troy got a voice that's distinct E been a genius and P just a better version of me They don't wanna hear it so I figured put it on a beat I might not make it and not just cause my work on the beats My mental health is so fucked up I laugh when I'm sad Look in the mirror like mamas boy what happened to that I just wanted to rap Love took me off of that path F*ck man the shit getting bad I'm knowing they gon call this one depressing and wack Well this shit ain't for the clubs Won't be your favorite track This for the mutherfuckers like me getting tired of that Getting so tired of tryna fake ok Like it's no way That people can vibe to this and just smoke up a J E told me I'm human I just Dont think I'm supposed to be These days the guys only ones got any hope for me Dying on the inside but nobody is noticing And they ask if I'm ok I lie it's a joke to me Haven't been ok since the second I turned 11 Did things Ion speak on just know I won't go to Heaven It'd b different if I had dragon balls all seven Deep abyss was the one that I had somehow stepped in At least I graduated I guess the bar is so low In hell shivering cuz my heart done made me so cold Yea In hell shivering cuz my heart done made me so cold