Me vs Me

Me against the man in the mirror Codeine make the vision seem clearer Adderall just to write down thoughts Weed just to calm me no shivers Cold sweats waking up late Decided I no longer wanna dream Smile on my face everyday Look in my eyes shit not what it seems The pain go down easier with lean My brain fighting against me the hook mean Feel like my own heart done switched teams My head spinning I'm too dizzy Throwing up back to back at work Prayer hands when will the pain leave Tryna cry and nothing comes out Goddamit please let me free Addiction or is this shit a crutch I don't know roll some more trees Tell me if this just love or lust Never mind you gon lie to me F*ck it tell me what I wanna hear Maybe It'll excite me Still thinking bout my ex while getting head from this other bitch man whats wrong with me Mama did I fail you or not Say something answer that question So much goddamn fucking pressure Too many Ls to learn lessons Looking at the bottle so depressing When I get a taste it's so refreshing I wanna get better but I'm stubborn On the desk loaded Smith and Wesson Gotta make this next decision fast Move with passion or more aggression The next part where things get bloody Close your ears viewer discretion