Tree Falls (feat. JUST$HAUN)

If a tree falls in the wild does anyone hear it That's how I feel lately tree is my spirit Sending out messages hoping they hear em It's death or success but think death feel the nearest If a tree falls in the wild does anyone hear it That's how I feel lately tree is my spirit Sending out messages hoping they hear em It's death or success but think death feel the nearest Im sad then I'm happy then happy to sad Emotions just shuffling round in a bag I don't know what's next for me But I know dealing with this shit is pesky b Really I'm hot and I'm cold Really still stuck between new and the old Really still stuck between shy and then bold Feel like my heart is still burning yet cold Im so damn confused I got me a lover and made her my muse Then she drove me insane But I told her it's cool But is it Cuz to be honest I really don't get it You say that you love me then actions is different It's better we distance right after we kick it And being on socials so much got me tripping I'm dipping And dabbling with all these women Like maybe I'll find one to ease my spirit Or make my life clearer This void tryna fill it And that be my problem Like mama if you was here know you would solve it But I'm just a lost boy trying not to dissolve in This cup that I'm pouring to keep me from offing Myself cuz they tell me it's selfish But that's how I feel and I really can't help it Im hoping things change Cuz I feel like I'm melting If a tree falls in the wild does anyone hear it That's how I feel lately tree is my spirit Sending out messages hoping they hear em It's death or success but swear death feel the nearest If a tree falls in the wild does anyone hear it That's how I feel lately tree is my spirit Sending out messages hoping they hear em It's death or success but swear death feel the nearest Lord come save me Demons telling me to take drugs on the daily Looking in the mirro saying how much I hate me Never trusting you again cuz you betrayed me Please come save me