Alive/YOLO

I been focused on my repertoire  not my reputation I see civilization go back to basics after the pandemic Planning goes out the roof, hard face the truth, people stranded Nothing handed I've been left dreaded And I'm writing my wrongs not taking credit I'm not fed up No silver spoon and no gold platter, life's is a set up Keeping my head up it's what you make of it and how you gone end up Just keep your bread up, climb every ladder, doing shit better Feeling locked up then cut off the tether dawg Broken hearts try to keep it together dawg If you trapped it will haunt you forever dawg Bend the rules changing all your angles dawg I'm sure my approach is appropriate, scoping Hoping I don't jinx what I've spoken chosen Not the older version but a colder version I'm a rapping surgeon and I rap in cursive Others wrap their curses then they close curtains windows full of pain Like a abandoned churches Then they blame the devil like they met him in person The spirit inside you will change you for certain Your choice of its good or bad Sitting by myself, there's nobody else, I'm entitled to my time Sometimes it feels like hell, I could never dwell, I'm just grateful I'm alive I dust off where I fell, broke my Mental cell, i just had to use my mind I thought I needed help, but it never felt, like I was doing things right Don't act like you know me, all my life I've been dealing with phonys But the same life goes on it dont owe me, if the stake are too high keep low key Sitting by myself, there's nobody else, I'm entitled to my time Sometimes it feels like hell, I could never dwell, I'm just grateful I'm alive I was pondering sitting flat down in da seats of my Honda will never forget Back when lyrics was all on chest, my bros was pumping every record on set We smoked that Dirty, always was that nerdy EL PLAYBOY never lame boy On the field making flames boy, dedicated boy, enthusiastic chasing PSL Karma came round grinning at me and don't believe that I'm heaven sent Got angel spell, loose some battles but I won't dwell I'm on my highness delivering reminders, accept my kindness I got strain on my eyelids You read my text but ignoring the sirens Blue tick I spit my saliva, colour red of you wanna find us I huff that green while you puffing that styve High 5 for staying alive, we all living YOLO but we wanna survive Niggas give no jack, not even a flash back Their view is just mad black and getting her qss tapped Operations are wack wack, Validations a trap trap I'm am no regular living large and etcetera Strong DNA in my cellular long generation hereditary growth Is to complete what your soul knows, it's to grow grow with Growth Shining my shit like chrome Sit at the top of da dome, stacking the cash take it home And brag to my family foes Where ever I go, I cannot share with a hoe I cannot share with a hoe Where ever I go I cannot share with a hoe hoe, you cannot share with a hoe Where ever I cannot share with a hoe, I cannot share with a hoe Where ever I go, I cannot share with a hoe