I TRY (feat. IAN DXNT CLXNE BISH)

My life is imbalanced but I'm embracing every challenge Don't tell me bout my flaws and my past coz in the future that's irrelevant My pride is vindictive and self inflicted I dont know what got into me The moral of a my story are decisions that led me straight to victory Trying all da time everyday is do or die Love and loyalty explains just who am I If I don't get it now I will make a plan If they don't help me now I will understand I got a team here and it's not a band When we pull up better run to the fucking stage I won't find it now but I know I'll be alright If I don't say a prayer every fucking morn and night Memories don't die I will love you like you got it Pursuit of happiness yeah I know it's limitless I loose trust oh yeah Won't loose hope no more Can't get hurt no more Hmmmm hmm hmm No more I dealt with lot of misery, done wrong countless times but I pray for my enemies Steady tryna build a legacy a solid foundation for generations Passing on my memories Remember me sharing my quotes for centuries I pray my kids at least inherit my energy, not the overthinking But over confidence to see and point out opposition, not competition Though it's nature to be competive Back and forth til you found a way to settle in, and soak the pressure Good things don't come easy for the adolescence I need my presence to be felt as I learnt from lessons My mind is designed to persist trying But lying demons are denying coz they live inside Then you'll find when you cry,  they'll be right on time Kick the ladder right under you when you start to climb But smile coz you haven't kicked the bucket I smile, and grew accustomed to say fuckit I'm customizing my thoughts, analyzing my wrongs Still grieving on what I lost, experiences came at a cost yeah My past wants to make up I won't take her back She emotionally abusive my future feels attacked Need my presence to be felt though I'm presently attacked Trying bring changes and fa changes are on track