I Ain't Mad

All this stressing shit really bad for my health But I can’t be mad at nobody but my damn self Let down ya guard and they'll take ya kindness for weakness Das how it is when u dealin with them slimy leeches They’ll suck life right out ya… if u let em do it Then when you finally fed up they go to actin clueless Playin the victim like you the one das full of it But I’m never trippin cuz I know my shit is too legit I gave them chances after chances and they still failed Let them play me like a fool and I still cared Shoulda been cut em off the 1st time they crossed Can’t even trip I blame myself for being so soft All that negativity won’t win against me Karma's a bitch yea you gon see Had a good heart and you still played me I ain’t even mad baby ima let it be Negativity won’t win against me Karma's a bytch yea u gon see Had a good heart and you still played me I ain’t even mad baby ima let it be You wanna go then baby go I can’t make you stay Cause if u thinkin of leaving, you aint happy anyways Well truth be told this relationship it been at stake The honesty & loyalty we couldn’t reciprocate Now that I got the time to myself I'm thinking Clearly U say that you hear me , wonder if you ever feel me Take a look behind my eyes and maybe visualize The hurt and pain I pushed aside while battling my pride Put myself behind and focused on jus you and I See things from my perspective, but you’ll never tried When u go to movin different...that’s when I start to question And we too grown to be out here stressing steady second guessing All that negativity won’t win against me Karma's a bitch yea you gon see Had a good heart and you still played me I ain’t even mad baby ima let it be Negativity won’t win against me Karma's a bytch yea u gon see Had a good heart and you still played me I ain’t even mad baby ima let it be I see now that real loyalty is something rare Its kinda hard to find people now who truly care I was taught to appreciate the one that's there Especially when you aint got nothin to offer but yourself You can look out for somebody and they’ll still turn They back on u and now that bridge between is still burned Try to teach them how to love they might not still learn Regardless of the pain the heart gon still yearn I’m only human and I’m learning how to deal with it Ain’t too many people out here gon be real wit it That's why u gota take shit for what it’s really worth Boss up , elevate and let go of dat hurt All that negativity won’t win against me Karma's a bitch yea you gon see Had a good heart and you still played me I ain’t even mad baby ima let it be Negativity won’t win against me Karma's a bytch yea u gon see Had a good heart and you still played me I ain’t even mad baby ima let it be