Mornings

As the rain hit my window pane I got a lot of things, To get up off my chest and out my brain I rarely trip bc I’m always in my own lane Never too fond of all Da drama & the shit it brings That’s why I pick & choose who I let hang close to me Too many ppl in my past Don drained the most of me But every story ain’t meant to be told And everything glitter ain’t always gold I know I gota Protect my soul before it turns cold I... Feel like I’m almost at the brink of my insanity But I hide it all from everyone including family That shit be so damaging , but somehow I still manage To keep positive mind Frame, cause I know that times change For the better , ima make em feel that pressure Lettin up no I will never , gota stay a go-getter Shit I do this for myself , Don’t care to prove to no one else Ima play the cards that's dealt And pray that god protect my health Ya know Use to take Take certain measures to make sure I feel certain pleasures From different women but now I’m chillin til I find that special Queen to put my heart at ease from all the pain & pressure Its easier if I express my feelings through this letter I pray my imperfections ah never ruin our bond Like will that fairytale end with the wiff of a wand And I’m jus thinkin ahead of time , but right now I’m still on my grind Struggling not to get left behind , so I can't put myself behind Any others , I'm a lover that dealt with many struggles Tryna fit together the pieces like a Fuking puzzle Falling out with friends I grew up wit is crazy dawg But I keep my head up and walk round like I ain’t phased at all I ain’t gon lie that shit cut me kinda deep Cause regardless if we disagree I thought they was my peeps Sometimes u gota protect your peace, and if it's meant to be I’m learning to accept what is worth is meant for me Pressure Can Burst Pipes Or It Can Make Diamonds But It’s Up To You Which Way You Tryna Go About It My judgement was clouded , I wasn’t thinking straight But I’m grown enough to admit when I make a mistake