On My Own

You should've been honest My heart is so heavy Why you ain't let me know You wasn't ready Why you ain't let me know Why you ain't let me grow You ain't let it show You could have let me go Speak the truth I can handle it Wasn't ready But you ain't say it I just need For you to understand I can do this on my own You was easing the pain Showing me love Keeping me sane Oh Everyday Checking on me Then it stopped like woah Now you calling me crazy I can do that on my own All the feelings That you gave me I keep wishing they were gone My heart is aching But I'll keep that on the low And all the scars that you gave me Only bleed when I'm alone Tears dripping down my face as the verse play I hate I love you but I mean that in the worst way I'm way too player to be falling for your word play You put me second but you claiming I'm in first place Texting on the daily Blowing up my phone Now the nigga texting maybe Trying to read along While he flipping through the pages He done did me wrong He ain't picking up the phone Now I'm feeling all alone Speak the truth I can handle it Wasn't ready But you ain't say it I just need For you to understand I can do this on my own You was easing the pain Showing me love Keeping me sane Oh Everyday Checking on me Then it stopped like woah Now you calling me crazy I can do that on my own All the feelings That you gave me I keep wishing they were gone My heart is aching But I'll keep that on the low And all the scars that you gave me Only bleed when I'm alone That on my own They were gone That on the low When I'm alone