Regain

With my eyes closed He was still a lingering memory That I wanted to kill Thinking of all those times rushed in Like a bullet train and I began to feel ill I could feel my heart She was trying to escape Please I begged her Don't separate I was trying to pull the breath of my Body as the rain frequency Flooded the room Feeling like light shining playing a sweet loom Just one more try I could see up so high My mind and body Moving as one finally My head I can move it Side to side I was back Finally in control No more fearing the process I was on a roll Stretching in my bed Without his restraint It was my time my right my regain Joy rose to the surface Smile and sparks of laughter Mindset reaching the right And perfect place Taking my time getting up it seemed My legs were ready to race That glance from her eyes I longed for her embrace I just knew she was my saving grace Her name was somewhere in my mind And my mouth could not form it That memory lay dormant I could not even mourn it He had shaken that lady away And her name grew astray I had to hang up those ways Time to hang up those dusty ass Feelings on that rusty old rack It was time for her to come back My time my right my regain Now watch as the Queen Gets in her lane