Melissa

If I didn't have these kids, I would a been blew out my brains Am I an empath, or a starseed, or just functioning insane Just call me Cane, I don't feel Able, the fable inside these tables These mathematical equations will solve and heal my abrasions But I can't add and I can't read the hieroglyphics on the wall I yearn for truth, but have no couth, cause I still stumble and fall Why did he do that to me so young, inbred manipulation I never had a brother, my brother was just my predator He hated me, he jaded me, and now I hate myself My looks can be deceiving, cause man, I need some help My brain has turned to mush, and I'm self-harming everyday But you think because I'm pretty, my attitude is sadiddy You don't know me homie, fall back, and I ain't here for none of that If you went through what I've been through, then your lense would be tinted Not rose-colored, limousine black, and that's a fact And I don't wanna be seen if it ain't about making cream You find me solo, dolo, shopping bogo, minding my business So deep in thought, it's a trance, gotta give more than a glance Let's get down down to the nitty-gritty, syke No, I ain't ready for healing, cause healing don't look appealing So I'm chillin, grillin, causing a ruckus And I don't need interruption, I just need forward motion So I'm chillin, grillin , causing a ruckus And I don't need interruption, I just need forward motion And all these tears that I've cried Oh my, my, my, my, my, my, my And all these tears that I've cried Oh my, my, my, my, my, my, my Why do I feel like I don't belong anywhere Even though I don't wanna kick it with you I see myself in your scars too My, my, my, my Why do I feel like I don't belong anywhere Even though I don't wanna kick it with you I see myself in your scars too Hey you know that bitch Cancer? Yeah, she a motherfucker, yo And my sign is a Cancer, so I'm a motherfucker, yo How can I defeat myself How can I overcome the odds How can I transform into something new I've never seen before Somebody help me Help me bring heaven down Cause I don't feel that you got me, cause you won't beam me up Scotty What am I doing here You tryna tell me I chose this life, that knew us predestined intentionally Knowing this strife? F*ck outta here Miss me with that bullshit I must've been a villain the way the croupier was dealing it Got a mega-arsenal, but mobbin' with it Empty clip, make sense of it You can't even fathom how long I've been in this chasm If you try to pull me out, I might just pull you in So why the f*ck with nobody just Hatter, Alice, and Ozzy So, welcome to the party, here's the tea Receive your invitation, and join the jubilee 202 Strongs Concordance, your value is important If no one told you lately, I adore you, cause you loyal So keep the oath you swore to, them jokers can't afford you Don't let the hatin' hoe, knock you off your pivot Cause we finna give da bidness So I'm chillin', grillin' Causin' a ruckus, and I don't need interruption I just need forwad motion So I'm chillin', grillin' Causin' a ruckus, and I don't need interruption I just need forward motion And all these tears that I've cried Oh my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my And all these tears that I've cried Oh my, my, my, my, my, my, my, my Why do I feel like I don't belong anywhere Even though I don't wanna kick it with you I see myself in your scars too My, my, my, my Why do I feel like I don't belong anywhere Even though I don't wanna kick it with you I see myself in your scars too My, my, my, my