Full Moon

Sometimes I ask the atmosphere for his permission To grant me a few wishes I've kept tucked timid since birth I used to let my wings fold inside themselves So ashamed of their silhouette and their sacred I remember begging God to make my guardian angel reveal herself To show me a better picture of my own face Instead He Sent me a companion to carry all my questions I used to hand him And I never knew the moon as a friend Only a nightlight when my blinds found themselves undressed some nights Some nights I stared at her matter and made memories with her melodies She sang to me a silent song similar to a tune my mom would sing to soothe me sleepy I'd fall into a dream and dance with higher self See I think I think She has been a shadow I've owned from utero to present And what a blessing What a blessing to be tethered to a moon and mountain mirage mirror of myself I think the moon just sang a lullaby to me I watched the stars break out into a praise dance for me I watched the universe break back to give the very best to me While the world sleeps I'm up on my knees I pray for forgiveness and for my seeds I ask for blessings for my Niggas and all my things I can't leave earth until I use the gifts he catered just for me While the world sleeps I'm I'm up on my knees I I'm up on my knees