Struggling To Catch My Breath

I'm starting to think that you're all talk, telling me you want me, but your actions tell me otherwise. And I ain't the one you want, keep on running from me, pain created from so much lies I'm struggling to catch my breath, struggling to catch my breath, but you keep drowning me, and you don't even care. You don't even care how you're treating me. I'm struggling to catch my breath, but I'm dying In my head, it all seemed so fucking simple, thought I would stay with you forever, that we would just love each other but I was wrong I watched you leave and now you're gone I cannot feel my fucking heart I swear you took it. Because I haven't been the same since that day I watched the tears drip down your fucking face you never wanted to see me again. Feel like I'm drowning take me under I'm struggling to catch my breath, struggling to catch my breath, but you don't even care. You don't even care how you're treating me. I'm struggling to catch my breath, but I'm dying. You don't even care how you're treating me. I'm struggling to catch my breath, but I'm dying Try to leave so simple, try to love you like I could. I tried to give you everything, but never was, it never was enough. I made my mistakes, did all the things wrong in my own life. I tried twice Because I'm struggling to catch my breath, I'm struggling to catch my breath. I gave you every fucking thing, you took all that I had. I know I'll never be enough, I'll never be that guy you want. But that's okay, I know that I'll love you anyway In this coffin where I lay, in this bed I fucking made, without our love I know I'll stay right here. I wish I could fade away, I wish I could forget your face, but it stays with me every time I'm struggling to catch my breath, but you keep drowning me but you don't even care. You don't even care how you're treating me. I'm struggling to catch my breath, but I'm dying I'm struggling to catch my breath, but you keep drowning me. And you don't even care. You don't even care how you're treating me. I'm struggling to catch my breath, but I'm dying But I'm dying