Russian Roulette (Remix)

When Grandma died, I knew it was time to get my shit together Thought that shit would break, but all it did was make me better Ayy, Grandma, tell my dog, Glam, that she's still my partner I'm bout to turn it up a notch and this is just a starter I sit and wonder where I be, I made it far, I'm still amazed I know one day I'll live my dreams, right now my life just in a maze I'm still screaming, f*ck these niggas' money, only thing I crave Do whatever I gotta do, just gotta take it to the grave For real, look, sticks and stones can't break my bones, bitch you gon' have to kill me Sat on my vision for a while, but it was always in me Kept a lot of shit to myself, now I'm seeing 2020 They wanna know what's my next move, just know that I got plenty Wanna see my kids in Fendi, want my bills on autopay My son say, ma, buy that Tesla, I say, I am, just not today Get down on my knees and pray, cause lately times been getting harder Still a little girl at heart, waiting on that call from my father Need hugs from my mother, sometimes I wish she was the type Bedtime, my mom was working, bitch, I tuck me in at night You don't know what it's like, come home, eviction on the door Mama crying in the shower, she don't know I'm right there on the floor And I heard everything, I promise that's why I'm going harder Mistakes along the way, never claimed to be the perfect daughter What would you do if you was me, young with no control I took all L's straight to the chin, can't nothing make me fold She had a baby at 17, that story getting old And she got three at 25, but she still reaching goals She who they call when they in need, but left out in the cold She'll put a nigga six feet deep before she sell her soul And she be rapping, she do hair, she bring the money in And she can't trust cause she a loner , only got two friends And she tote two poles, ain't scared to let them bitches off She needed peppers for her jitt , she asked what the body cost At the top, knock me off, I'm familiar with the bottom At the top, knock me off, just know I'm coming ten times smarter At the top, knock me off, promise you won't get the chance I'm my biggest threat in life, ready to fight just to get in stance Leave yo ass in the trance, they should've warned you I don't play Know my time coming, I'm just patiently waiting for the day Till then I'm getting busy and remember this is just a starter To all my family and friends, I got us all, I promise Likes might not do numbers, views tell me they tapping in Fake mean real and if it's bullshit, then they make it trend Friend me opp , water thicker, how the f*ck that go You gotta rap what you ain't live to be the next to blow She had a baby at seventeen, that story getting old And she got three at twenty-five but she still reaching goals She who they call when they in need but left out in the cold She'll put a nigga six feet deep before she sell her soul And she do rap and she do hell, she bring the money in And she can't trust cause she a loner , only got two friends And she tote two poles, ain't scared to let them bitches off She needed pampers for her jit and asked what the body cost