Time 2 Shine

So sad inside lately, I just been waiting on my time, and it's crazy cause, I know it's coming, I know it's coming, and I love when people doubt me too, make me feel like I got some prove Just a product of the trenches, I ain't have shit, just a brain full of wishes Everybody doubted me, left me on the benches Looking in the crowd, not a face I could mention But I kept going had to stick to the plan Said I couldn't do it, had to show them that I can And I want it all, I can't do no middle man If you think it's a game, I'ma show you I ain't playing Just a real ass bitch, through to the tears and the pain I still Ain't quit But they wished I did, but they wished I did I can see through the smiles and the fake check ins, through the smiles and the fake check ins Tryna see how I did Everything that I told you that I would in the end F*ck you thought that this is I don't talk just to talk, this is not no pretend All I wanna do is win, I won't ever give up I won't ever let them see it I'ma fight to the end, don't try to compete I would not recommend, I would not recommend Looking way back when I ain't have a number I could dial for a friend Now they seem to all wanna flock to the trend You wasn't wit me on the bleachers, do you not comprehend Who are you I just want a better life, so bad you don't know how many nights I just sat at home and cried Thinking by bout my kids like, how I'm gonna provide When they deserve the world and I'm struggling to provide Gotta be a better way Man I'm so tired of living life day to day Tryna get a head stuck in the same place But at the same time, slow and steady win the race I had to keep that in mind Had to wait my turn, had to wait in the line Y'all here last year, this shit is mine Can't dim me no more, it's my time to shine I just want the best Time after time, I was put to the test It was so hard man, I was so stressed But I just kept dreaming, I was following the quest Looking at the map, I just need to take a left I'm almost there, I can feel it in my chest Had to re-route, but it was for the best Tryna say it's luck, but naw I'm just blessed At the end of the day, it'll all work out You gon' find your way Lock in and don't play You can have it your way, like it's BK So I must say, the journey wasn't easy It's been a delay My time to shine now, and I bet you I can promise you that I'm here to stay So I must say, the journey wasn't easy It's been a delay My time to shine now, and I bet you I can promise you that I'm here to stay