Dead Inside

I truly look alive outside, I'm dead inside My heart stopped I don't even breath but I blink Miraculously this is happening to me I'm dancing on the rain, I'm the Ghost Rain I couldn't believe my eyes now I do believe Do I really need a doctor to scan my intestines? My heart is skipping beats do I need to skip to see a cardiologist in a white suit Beauty and beast A4 go and act too We still ruling in this game with Mahasi too Txhizzy baby go get a thing one or two I hope you understand, don't misunderstood I'm sick don't define me with the sickness I'm ill in this verse, I'm the illest I'm walking towards the healing in the South-Side Rap is dark, I'm a light Nice world I just feel like I lost mylife All the feelings that I feel deep inside, makes me feel like am dead inside And am left with no love deep inside I just feel like I lost mylife All the feelings that I feel deep inside, makes me feel like an dead inside And am left with no love deep inside I'm tired of crying, am tired of trying Or to keep on smiling but am dying I'm dead inside I'm hiding what am feeling but am tired of that Holding this inside my head still am tired of that Cutting me off, she's the one who stabbed me inside Left a knife inside Cursed me out and inside Still am trying to kick this pain outside Still am trying to kick this pain outside So how will someone love me when you failed to do so? So how will I love you when you taught me how to hate hey? Thank you daddy for bring back to love hey Daddy you're the reason why am alive hey You're my savior, and I mean it You're my doctor when am ill, and I mean it Even diamond can't replace you, yeah I mean it Even God can't repay you, I mean it I just feel like I lost mylife All the feelings that I feel deep inside, makes me feel like am dead inside And am left with no love deep inside I just feel like I lost mylife All the feelings that I feel deep inside, makes me feel like am dead inside And am left with no love deep inside