Checkmate Muse

Do not ever let anyone convince you that anything is wrong, ever At any given moment, you have the power to say nah This is how my story's gonna end Yeah Muse, by Lucidic and QueenB Music I put my faith in the divine It wasn't our time Now I'm dying inside Waiting to tell you the truth It's time I face the truth It's time I face you I lied You're not just a muse You're the voice of my youth Giving me cues Watering my roots The truth oozes I'm cruising, losing control Proving love comes deep from in my soul I tried all that I can I lied, you're my ultimate plan Trying to let go of all the reins Hoping to shake up the chase Failing to erase all the tapes I thought if I could prove the there's strength in my truth And by making more room, you choose to move I'm just a fool stuck in a loop I can't escape where love looms I'm doomed I put my faith in the divine It wasn't our time Now I'm dying inside Waiting to tell you the truth I can't move until I tell you the truth Dying on the inside I'm tired of waiting on the divine I was hoping you could see me in your eyes Harder I try to be your prize The more you hide I can't survive your goodbyes I sit in my room Doomed in my truth Under the moon Waiting on you It's time for me to move It's time for me to move Can't erase the taste of time I wasted Or replace the shape of my mistakes Thought time would erase the pain Displace the trace of your face From my brain Forget your touch Might erase the love I was tough I'll dealt with all the stuff Leaning on my faith Left it up to fate I couldn't call quits Kept living for my kids Time lessened the hope of finding you I learned to cope I was haunted by your ghost Secretly kept me afloat Gave me a feeling of home I waited And you just faded I hated the choices I made I prayed every day I hoped for a way But it never came I waited but you never came I put my faith in the divine I told myself it wasn't our time Now I'm dying inside Waiting to tell you the truth I put my faith in the divine It wasn't our time Now I'm dying inside Waiting to tell you the truth I'm the best kind of friend One hundred percent I don't deserve your reserve I need to voice Otherwise, what's the point I deserve more than being ignored Disrespect I need to invest energy in those who invest in me A lot of my mind got revealed I walked around for years asleep Seized in grief Unable to speak my needs I hit an all-time low Empty inside I felt hollow Never taken the lead Always followed Never said no I was swallowed up by ego Sucked up in a tornado I changed I escaped from that place I took the power back from the divine I realized it was always mine Taking action And acting from real passion Spoke from my soul Decided it was me who filled that hole Standing up to fear It landed me here Taking my faith back from the divine It's always been mine I'm living from the inside I'm not gonna wait on you I'm gonna make a move Cause I know the truth Like a demon that haunts You can hate me all you want But remaining distant and silent Isn't any better than being violent It's the same pain