Delux Edition

Lucidic Queen B Music This is who you say I am Goddamn living your plan What'd you imagine A scam a distraction from your program Remember who you used to be A source of light for me I never asked for much A simple hug A message of love Would've made things a lot less tough No power no choices This is all so pointless Don't blame me for your shit This is what you get what you said Rings in my head Did you think I'd forget Callin' me troubled I was your funnel a shuttle for your troubles A ship to rid your shit with a grip your words hit Pounded in me as a kid I'm the girl you can't find twice You don't get me at my highs Throw me away at my lows You don't get both I'm a deluxe edition With a custom mission Trading tradition for ambition Let's flip this script Let's switch get you to think The truth was stolen in my youth Started a duel to confuse Slowly waking up to the clues Reflecting now realizing Your words describe your pain your hurt At the time the gaslighting was blinding Striking a fight inside me Shh be quiet stay on autopilot Connection lost the cost Put our family on pause Go ahead and focus on my flaws Gives me more strength to walk I'm the most complicated simple Like Rip and Winkle Feeling waves as they ripple Second fiddle in the middle I'm the girl you can't find twice You don't get me at my highs Throw me away at my lows You don't get both I'm a deluxe edition With a custom mission Trading tradition for ambition I jumped back in time Looked at life with a new set of eyes Quit messing with my mind I'm one of a kind an aid to the blind Throwing out a lifeline Won't fix these trying times Damned if I do and damned if I don't I'm comfortably numb and lost all hope What's the meaning of dreaming Sound asleep and still breathing This is how it goes Use me for the Pros Froze at my lows with all the doors closed It shows another excuse another whole set of issues Claim to be a good guy It's clear it's just a disguise I'm not gonna be quiet I'm not gonna live in silence Because I'm the girl you can't find twice You don't get me at my highs Throw me away at my lows You don't get both I'm a deluxe edition With a custom mission Trading tradition for ambition Take off the pressure I see the bigger picture I let it whisper There's something bigger There's something bigger