Thoughts

Don't know what I've been through, Don't know what I've been, Don't know what I've been throughhh.. Stuck in my head, Thinking where do I go from here; Doubts deterring my plans. But my heart is telling me to face my fears, Ooooh, If you only would have witnessed the beginning, You'd have a window to my pain. Mama always told me to keep the faith, Even when it begins to rain, Cause I'm stuck in these thoughts; When no one to talk to at all. I heart drop down just from those phone calls, Feel it in my system, God, I'm really feeling lost!.. Stuck in my brain, Going insane; Just yearning for someone that'll love me, that won't change. I quit searching for love, these niggas abuse the name; So I don't bother now, I just stay in my own lane. Stuck in my head, Thinking where do I go from here, Doubts deterring my plans; But my heart is telling me to face my fears.. Ooooooh, If you only would have witnessed the beginning, You'd have a window to my pain. Mama always told me to keep the faith Even when it begins to break Tryna swallow my emotions Cause they'll leave you out in the open Sick of fake love And sometimes the drugs is the only way you can cope it Tryna swallow my emotions Cause they'll leave you out in the open Thoughts of you always kept me up Another shot poured in my cup I took that like my painkiller Sacrificing time in a sleepless night Had me wondering why I chose this life In your life, in your life, yeah Do-do-do-do-do-do Trapped in my mind, Can't run from a past that haunts me; Stay focused on my future But my past is what I got to leave. Oh, oh, oh