3. Bargaining

We're sorry, the number you have dialed is not in service at this time How far should we rewind So that you would not lose your mind? What words and turns can safely happen So that I could feel alive again? Don't know who I'm trading this artificial offer with Not happy with our outcome Declining it, that's definite What if I had been more healthy What if I could see more in me What if I had stayed the same in time? What if all those years were empty What if you had never met me What if we'd still have hope for our light? Would that mean the end is not in sight Could that mean that everything's alright? What if my eyes shined bit brighter What if cancer felt much lighter What if my hair stayed that long in time? What if all those tears were empty What if all you knew was sunny me What if our love was still solid in pride? Could that mean that everything's alright (it's alright) You and me, we'd both be here alright? (it's alright) Don't know who I'm trading this artificial offer with (don't know who I'm trading this artificial offer with) Not happy with our outcome declining it, that's definite (not happy with our outcome declining it, that's definite) What if you had gone into therapy What if you take accountability What if you had grown with me in time? (What if, what if, what if, what if?) What if you had pure intentions What if those stayed pure, not tainted What if you'd not cheat, lie and twist my mind? Would that mean the end is not in sight (it's alright) Could that mean that everything's alright (it's alright) Would that mean, at least it ended right? It's alright