4. Depression

It's time to put my glasses on Been a while since my eyes felt this numb Lenses black, they colored my world too Convincing joy is gone, and that's the truth Worthless left of me, I know I have to breathe Is it okay, if I lay here forever? Sunrays, changing leaves The cloud stays stuck with me Is it okay, may I lay here forever? I miss how I could feel Where to go to heal? I miss how I could feel I miss how I could feel Where to go to heal? I miss how I could feel We all remember how you looked at me (How you looked at me) A year or twelve, the same A goddess unseen (Oh, how you looked at me) I'm not even mad, oh how I wish that I could be (How to do that, oh I want to be mad) Been working on that, whole Summer spent in therapy (Hi, I'm here, so could you just) Tell me how to feel I am here to heal, tell me how to feel I miss how I could feel, show me how to heal I miss how I could feel I could feel At least I could feel Beaming online sisters say; 'next comes glow up darling, wait (Just wait!) Screaming at the screen, how do you know? (How do you know?) (Do you know?) The safety of my robe, works as a double-edged sword It keeps me warm, but won't let me move on No I won't move on