I don't blame you

I don't blame you For years it was true The role you gave me You know it don't you It was fun and it was simple But at the same time made my soul crawl So for this casting it's the last call When I'm looking at this table Everything seems same But I'm not even able To laugh cause it feels strange In the middle of the party With everyone around I just feel like I'm nobody When I'm speaking in my sound I just feel like I'm nobody When I'm speaking in my sound I don't blame you Never planned that I'd do The role you gave me It's starting to fall through I kinda blame myself For closing into a shell And in that shell I turned to dust But kept on dancing I kept on dancing When I'm looking at this table Everything seems same But I'm not even able To laugh cause it feels strange In the middle of the party With everyone around I just feel like I'm nobody When I'm speaking in my sound I just feel like I'm nobody When I'm speaking in my sound When we were laughing I cried inside You just can't see me I'm blinded in your sight My role is changing I guess that's a shame Cause with or without I still feel pain I don't blame you I don't blame you I don't blame you I don't blame you I don't blame you