It's time (to decide)

Cancer diagnosis at twenty five Kinda makes you contemplate the essence of life Sadness anger anxiety fear Scenarios Am I going to disappear? The part of confusion hurts the most We need clarity to have clarified thoughts Not sad or angry anymore but intrigued How will it feel this new version of me Got excited of traveling towards the end Every moment we are dying yet born again Never would've thought that it would happen to me But honestly I might be finally free Had to execute an inventory of life Will I start living it's time to decide After confusion there is hope There is always hope Just listen to the chords of your soul Just listen it will tell you everything you need to know Not sad or angry anymore but intrigued How will it feel this new version of me Got excited of traveling towards the end Every moment we are dying yet born again Tomorrow is not guaranteed Still we act as if we disagree Nobody owes us anything Life's a loan and it's expiring You better pay by loving life You should pay by loving life Now will you it's time to decide It's time To decide