My Core

‌Living without expectations turned out to be hard It's not exactly how I planned my life not how we were taught The handbook of success excludes mental illness What if there's just no space for stillness? ‌ Wherever life takes me I hope you know It was never about you And I'm sure What I need can not be touched Only felt and that's enough Thank you for patience and loving me more Everyday I'm closer to finding my core ‌ Constantly hearing things don't wanna be aware of The only option in my handbook: isolation from chaos But isolation itself feeds mental illness Leaving me bored with nothing but stillness Now it's quiet all the time Did I find that peace of mind? ‌ Wherever life takes me I hope you know It was never about you and I'm sure What I need can not be touched Only felt and that's enough Thank you for patience and loving me more Everyday I'm closer to finding my core ‌ Higher self lower self Past and future self Causes confusion with my present self All of this questioning am I in pain? Who invented this spiraling game? Oh right, it was my imagination Did I find that peace of mind? Will I find that peace of mind? Did I find that peace of mind? Will I find that peace of mind? ‌ Thank you for patience and loving me more Everyday I'm closer to finding my core Thank you for patience and loving me more Everyday I'm closer to finding my core ‌