Hold On

In a world that is so cruel All I see is love in you Never want you to be screwed That's why I hold on to you In a world that is so cruel All I see is love in you Never want you to be screwed That's why I hold on to you Cant help it, it's not alright, I stay up My views got me in more fights and less hugs They don't know me, at midnight I use drugs I'm conflicted. I'm hurtin' until my feels are numb They don't know this so they think my life is still okay Got the blueprint but I'm relocating Astray Got me smaller squad cos I cant even stand betrayal Life is heavy but I'm grown so I don't complain Got a closet of fake smile, it's a affirmative Disconnected, exhausted, they think I'm negative Cut all my strings 'em people, there's no alternative And at times, it feels like, I got no relatives Runnin' on autopilot Don think even think God can stop it Wanna get a pocket rocket Shoot all my demons and stop it I'm on the road, far from home Might as well write this song Spit this verse then Light a bong Till the universe get off In a world that is so cruel All I see is love in you Never want you to be screwed That's why I hold on to you In a world that is so cruel All I see is love in you Never want you to be screwed That's why I hold on to you Stare in the mirror Gettin' lost deep in my emotions Lost my calendar And all my days feel like they illusions Got no doctor And distractions feel like they not helping. Had you I lost you But you coming back. Without me asking Said The last call Was our last huh Always mad and Kinda sucks huh When I found you, my life changed You know how it goes Knew how to deal with my pain You know I'm coming home We're like avengers I'm Tony Stark, You my suit of armor Always gon' answer When I call, cannot find another I can say I'm a hundred And you surely knocked me out it You so calm and collected Gathered my pain and you stopped it When the game became all heavy And you held me through the darkness Well I thought that you were just acting Should have held you without question At a point I had face it All you gave is Reparation When I'm tight up, you loosen When I'm hurting, you would listen In a world that is so cruel All I see is love in you Never want you to be screwed That's why I hold on to you In a world that is so cruel All I see is love in you Never want you to be screwed That's why I hold on to you (Yeah) That's why I hold on you