Dejection

How do you Smile on the outside When your smile inside No longer exists Always Betrayed and bypassed The same emotions A different day What happens when you realize The ones you thought were there Never really cared Enough Grasping for something Anything To hold on to Just to keep from falling Back down What can I do I just feel fake Phony, Useless Crying won't work anymore How do you Smile on the outside When your smile inside No longer exists Always Betrayed and bypassed The same emotions A different day A painted smile, with bright brown eyes Is the mask I wear But can you see the darkness That lingers Laughing just to hide the pain No one could understand me I need a line I'm in too deep My personal quicksand I tried so hard just to fit in But id get pushed away, you see It's no surprise I feel like this No identity How do you Smile on the outside When your smile inside No longer exists Always Betrayed and bypassed The same emotions A different day