A Junkies Blues

I still have questions with no answers.I'm alive... but I'm not living.I don't have much time left... I just know this:I've lived a violent life.I might as well be dead.I just want to sleep forever and forget...It's more than physical, love unconditional.Everything else is like a Band-Aid.Everything will be allright.So you cover your bleeding wounds,So the dogs won't smell you coming.There may be time... and. . . everything will work out fine.But what if it never changes?And what if I wasn't to blame?And what if it never gets any better... than this?Everything will be allright.What if I wasn't to blame?And what if I could change?Yeah, what if I could change?Everything will work out fine.What if you're only... ?What if I'm only insane?